Yeeeah,
so sleep may trump blogging for the next few weeks. But we will survive and
here’s how:
Somehow, we WILL get the whole house packed –
like EVERYTHING. We WILL get the
unreasonably long (and cruel) list of demands for the buyers of our home
completed (we will pray a lot that they accept it all at their 5 days-pre
closing REinspection). We will
adequately celebrate Matthew’s First Communion and enjoy out of town/visiting
family. We will acknowledge my birthday
(and even, ideally, spend Memorial Day weekend – the two days before we move – with
my family at the beach house in Port Ludlow).
We will attend nearly all of Matthew’s baseball games and practices
(thrice a week, mind you). We will have
a visit from the Tooth Fairy (Zach has one big ‘ol dangly tooth in the
middle/top of his mouth). We will keep
Kayli out of harms way (or attempt to) – I’ve donated her changing table as
that was the latest victim of her climbing habits and it was just a bit too
wobbly to be the continuous source of her ever developing gymnastic feats. I will continue to go for runs with my
neighbor three mornings a week and get to the gym for Spin and weight training
one day a week as that is one of my main sources of sanity (and keeps me from –
hopefully – NOT gaining 400 pounds from stress-induced eating). I will attempt to sleep well during the next
four weeks despite the fact that I wake up nearly every single morning with a
splitting headache as, when stressed, I clench my jaw and grind my teeth in my
sleep. I will continue to have a nightly
5pm glass of wine and not judge or accept the judgements of others should that
5pm glass of wine need to come at 4:45 or 4:15.
I will try to stick with just my ONE dose of antioxidents (dark
chocolate) every morning with my coffee…though many mornings right now, it’s
more likely to be two…because I need the extra dose. I will try, despite all this stress, to still
be a good friend, to spend quality time with my husband and my children and to
not constantly act like a totally, insanely stressed out maniac despite feeling
that way. If the stress gets to be too
much, I will listen to one of my favorite songs of all time (that saw me
through a lot of my darkest Post Partum Depression moments): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1bFr2SWP1I
I will also listen to Christmas music as that makes me just as happy. I will
remember that in the big picture, that selling our wonderful first home where
so many happy memories were made and moving to our dream “The One” – forever house
– where so many MORE happy memories will be made, is actually a really
wonderful thing and that the moving/stress part of it is just the beginning of
the adventure!
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